We Just Can't Do It At Reebok

Another dissappointing moment at Reebok Stadium here seeing Arsenal felt down to Bolton Wanderers. Thanks for 2 goals from ex-Gunner Nicolas Bilal Anelka and Faye while Gilberto scored 1 for Arsenal just before the end of the first half. Losing points again playing away, before Manchester United could clinch a win at home over Chelsea, Arsenal will be further behind. It is so disappointing to say this but the Premership title seems to fade away.

While the European Champions League still in progress and of course all the Arsenal fans are hoping, we still need a win at Porto on December 6th. Playing without Henry is a blow. But we must know that we have to win the Champions League this time around. We cant hope United and Chelsea to lose more,we need ourselves to win more games instead. Or else, Premiership will be gone. And we cant afford to win nothing for the second successive season.

The absence of Henry was so obvious. Theo Walcott in the other hand played maturely with lotsa runs and crosses. He just turned into a key player tonight. With Fabregas who should have feed more balls to Walcott,he indeed showed some character with plenty of ambitious passes and great balls but still Adebayor thought he was as good as Kanu. In my opinion if he wanted to run to the flank to feed balls, he need to really work hard for 3 years. Then he could compare himself to Kanu. The reason Wenger put him as a lone striker was to connect with crosses from Eboue an Walcott, but what he did was waiting for the crosses behind the defenders where his positioning was absolutely rubbish. He is not sharp. But he pretended like one.

Seasons before, Henry played the same pattern of art. Plays at the center, feeds from the flank. Cuts from the edge of the box with some speed and strikes with power. That's Henry. With 4-5-1 system Henry seems lost. Playing up alone just doesnt suit him. Although before, Henry was independent, now he is always receiving harder and harder challenges from his markers. But Henry is a true footballing genius. He will take care of this problem.


Arsenal now is good enough. Plus they are very very young. May be we are quite frustated that Arsenal could forget the title but in 2 to 3 years time, Arsenal will be very very mature and strong. With Fabregas and Walcott always improving from game to game and the determination of Rosicky and Hleb as well as creative and destructive van Persie in front Arsenal will become stronger. We still cant win in Reebok, now it has been 14 years. The games later, let's just hope that Arsenal could win all,making new unbeaten record. Breaking their old 49. Come on Arsenal.

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Tunggu Sekejap

tunggu jap baybea..
kelak kamek datang..
dapat kita jumpa..
rindu gilak ngan baybea..
cayang gilak ngan baybea..
baybea kamek tok..
kamek sorang empun..
i love u so much Sofea...

-aizens 11-

Rindu (Aizen to Sofea and Vice Versa)

Kuterima suratmu
Telah kubaca
Dan aku mengerti
Betapa merindunya dirimu
Akan hadirnya diriku
Didalam hari-harimu
Bersama lagi

Kau bertanya padaku
Bila aku akan kembali lagi
Katamu kau tak kuasa
Melawan gelora di dalam dada
Yang membara menahan rasa
Pertemuan kita nanti
Saat kau ada disisiku

Kau tuliskan padaku
Kata cinta
Yang manis dalam suratmu
Kau katakan padaku
Saat ini
Kauingin dalam pelukku
Dan belai lembut kasihmu
Takkan kulupa selamanya
Saat bersama dirimu

Semua kata rindumu
Semakin membuatku
Tak berdaya
Menahan rasa ingin jumpa
Percayalah padaku aku pun rindu kamu
Ku akan pulang
Melepas semua kerinduan
Yang terpendam.....

Jangan katakan cinta
Menambah beban rasa
Sudah,
Simpan saja sedihmu itu
Ku akan datang.....

miss u so much, Sofea..













My baybea, Sofea and Me..
-Syahsofea-

Thank God I Found You

Tuesday, October 24th,2006..

30 days back, exactly 720 hours earlier this thing happened. My painful heart was successfully healed by a nurse. She appeared in a sensational environment. Just like a dream. I'm glad it wasn't. I'm glad it was real.

That night i found this girl. So soft. My eyes were cought from the first glance. Intoxicated by her softness. Captivated by her smiles. Mesmerized by her empathy. Seduced by her beauty. She's the only one who ever did that to me. Going back home, I couldnt forget her. Every angle of my brain was thinking about her, having her icon in my mind. That moment I asked myself was it love.."Perhaps love"..I answered..

2 days I took to think about that. 2 days I took to really admit that I was in love. In that 2 days time, I always had her in my brain cells. Her attraction was simply unavoidable.

The fate gathered us for the second time 3 days after the first meeting. How I missed that figure and the feeling of seeing that girl again I just can't describe. Appeared in blue gowns relected her softness and effeminateness. Duh, it's so dreadful that I know I would regret it if I let her go.

Praying to God for strength, I approached her, talked to her. I was right. She's so soft in her words. She got grace in her smile. I was glad I met her. That night i hardly fall asleep. Nothing else i thought other than her. That lovely girl. I know that time it was love. It was.

We kept in touch for long. Sending SMS's. Talking on the phone. She was always as soft as she was. She cared about me too. That time, I sensed the love from her. That grew my love even more towards her. Every seconds couldn't stop thinking about her. Every moments got her in my mind. I was so deeply in love with this girl. I couldn't measure it right. But the love was very deep. She's so sweet, she kept on being as sweet as ever. She kept on caring about me. She's always as soft as she was. She's always as lovable as she had always be. May be I have fallen in love before, but never this sweet. May be I have missed someone before, but never this great. I love her so much. Sofea, thank God I found you...


Dayang Soffiyatie bt Awg Muhd Anuar,
My Only Girl

-aizens 11-

The Story (Perhaps Love: Part 1)

how did it start?

it's something unpredictable..how i met this girl..how i suddenly get rid of "i-wont-fall-in-love-anymore' feeling and cought by the softness and beauty of this "so-lovely,princess-look-alike" girl..how i realized that my heart was still knowing,sensing love..how i realized that my heart was still alive..when i thought it was dead..that's how i finally capable of elaborating the meaning of love..

then what happened?

trying to pull away from sadness,came happiness..running away from reality, came love..i'm happy i met her..this love is so sweet..so beautiful..this love is so deep..i just couldnt let it go..every second in my life i always remember her..knowing how painful it is to be apart from each other,if could at this moment of time i want to reach her..giving her my warmest hug..let her feel the love from my heart,directly on my chest..it is very hard to explain how deep my love is for her..but it is too easy to fall in love with her..time to time,i never lessen the love for her..despite having things to accomplish,the love for her is always growing from seconds to seconds..my heart,is already full of love for her..no more space even for my own..and i never regret it..

outcome from that?

from a single sight,the love grew..the love affected so much,making me feeling so hard at start..accidentally watching her movement,i was fallen..glancing of love,the second time i was cought..she's so pretty..she's so gentle..watching her again and again i couldnt stop falling in love with her..i know i wont stop loving her..

what was the feeling aftermath?

amazed by her softness..hypnotized by her beauty..stunned by her words..that's how wonderful she is..

missing her?

how could i not..i miss her so much..every moment cant forget her..every moment always have her in my mind,in my heart..every moment saying he name..feeling so painful for being apart..feeling so much desire to meet her,walking together by the river..feeling so passionate to talk to her,meeting eyes,smiling at each other..

her name..?

....Sofea...


"u have found the key to my heart.."-Sofea to Aizen..
Nov 11th,23:59..
clarified:Nov 12th,0200..


-aizens 11-

It's Gonna Rain

Cold breeze blew, over my skin. The thunder sounded like a cub's roar. I was rushing coz it's gonna rain.

Earlier, I received a call. We need to meet at the park. The smell of the rain came with the cold wind. Very fresh. It's obvious. It's gonna rain.

I ran towards the park. And found her sitting on the bench we usually sat. The moment I reached her, the first raindrop came down onto us. Duh, how i hate this rain.

We walked towards a coffee house, nearby. Under an umbrella. Her umbrella. Walking towards the coffee house for 10 minutes, enough to create a pleasant sensation. Duh, how i wish rain could be forever...


-aizens 11-

Ramadhan

It's fasting month again. The opportunity to repent and get back on the true purpose of being created to live. Some weeks back, i was kinda worry about facing this month again. Thanks to Allah, lately i welcome this month with open arms. Having doing all kind of sins for a year, i decide to erase all them. Until now, my heart is always painful whenever i recalled all the sins.

My birthday in Hijr Calendar is on the 2nd of Ramadhan. So tomorrow will be my birthday. So u guys are welcome to wish me birthday-for the second time this year.

I hope i can do much better this time around. With positive changes in behaviour and all that. Improvements in tadarrus, tarawikh, and the fasting itself. I hope i can do much better.

For this 30-day course, I'm aiming for a complete change in me,positively.



-aizens 11-

Introduction- Opening Speech

This is my first post on the blogger. I feel free this time around, having a way to express all the things that were generated by my brain cells. Previously i was kinda stucked in the middle of something whenever i wanted to express my feelings. This thing, although it functions pretty much like a diary, the major difference is that it is not that personal that people are invited to read them.

Earlier, i usually write blogs that reflect my feelings and some things that i felt necessary. These includes some analysis and poems. My heart, was always expressing something whenever it feels painful. Up until now i have suffered lotsa depressions. Pretty much like feeling empty inside. Nothing other than pain. I dont believe in love. May be one day. When I meet the right girl at the right time in the right place.

This is just the beginning. Hope u'll enjoy each and every of my writings. Drop some comments. I really appreciate that.




-aizens 11-